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2011-11-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to myself! =D

Instead of celebrating my birthday, like what i did yearly, i decide to just go to sitex show and admire those DSLRs and new/used cars. Took alot of brochures, will go research on which dslr and laptop to buy first.

Thanks LAMEMORICKers for the birthday gift! =D

And, i finally know how to do animations in photoshop! Though it's more slower than flash, I like to use both and do! Thanks mike!

Cya soon!

2011-10-29T20:24:00.002+08:00

hello blog! It's been ages since i came into post something.

well, i'll do a quick update of what's happening these few months. i'm going to have tp next month.. i have dropout from school and now looking for a full-time job.. AFA's coming soon and i'm feeling excited! =D

well. i seriously have nothing to update about. shall see u all soon! XD

2011-07-13T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hello again! ^.^

I'm starting to drive smoothly now (apart from being slow on moving off). My turns are getting better, so is my u-turn. =)

Intending to get a car when I got a stable job for a few months. Problem is my target car is out of production, which means I have to get a second-hand one. =x hahaha.

This two days, I've been biking! From house to Bukit Panjang and to Bukit Gombak. I prefer going to Bukit Panjang cause it's more smooth for me. Managed to get myself tanned. Hopefully it wouldn't peel off. LOL.

Gonna watch Harry Potter on friday! Wanna get tickets on that day! Ganbatte!!

2011-07-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

It's July already! Half of 2011 passed by in a flash!

Went for 3 lessons for driving. Overall, I managed to learn how to move off, brake, and change gear. Instructor is nice also. ^.^

Watched Transformers 3 already! I like the CG, but what's up with the slow motion thingy? It's fine when you have one or two, but five times in 2+ hours? -.-

I find the story abit "crap". But overall it's nice. Recommended to watch. =D

Ever since I started learning driving, I've been wanting to own a car (I know I'm thinking too far ahead, but I can't help it). If I can start saving now, maybe one day, I really can get a new car! Yeah! Car car here I come! ^^

OK shall end here. Wanna go change the playlist for bloggie..

2011-06-20T20:29:00.002+08:00

It's been ages since I update my blog. Sorry!

**Updates for last few months**

-Managed to find an instructor, teaching manual. Went to change my account. Waiting in anticipation for that day to come.

- Clique outing to USS on 10 June! It's fun, and I wanna go again!

- So gonna watch transformers 3 and harry potter!

Ok end here! Cya!

2011-06-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

Might no be able to update blog for a week due to my laptop having a virus.

Will update once I got a new laptop/desktop. ^^

Went to USS with clique on 1st june! It was fun, yet scary! I feel that it could be a blessing to be able to work there. (^.^) And the mummy ride was damn scary, especially the backwards moving part. Not for the weak-hearted. =0

Ok shall end here. Pray that my laptop can be repaired.

2011-05-17T22:41:00.001+08:00

Now that I'm having holidays, I have no excuses not to update this space. I'm just feeling lazy to do anything.. =0

Holidays are here! I can do stuffs that I wanna do long time ago! I can learn driving, do some simple codings, update this space etc.. Stayed tune!

2011-05-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't be blogging now, as tomorrow is my last paper. But I just can't help it, seeing how long I didn't update.. =D

I wanna do alot of stuffs after exams!

- cut short hair

- quit fairprice

- write resume, so can find work

- decorate this blog

- go USS with clique

- outing with friends!

Ahhhh so much to do! =)

One shot to fame overnight. Mr Yam Ah Mee.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzzYzqKNJRw Click for the funny club mix!

"Pursuant to Section 49, Sub-section 7E, Paragraph A of the Parliament Elections Act, I declare.." Ahahahaha! Cheers!

2011-04-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hello blogger. I sure do miss you. =D

School is gonna end soon. Well to be exact, next tuesday will be my last day there. I'm not sure whether I will get to continue my second year or not. Most likely not making it. Haix.

Well, I don't know what I can work as. For IT sector, I wish I can work there, but first, I have no confidence in my codings, and secondly, I have little portfolio to showcase my codes. Oh gosh look like I will have to find examples to code from. =0

For photography area, I do have an interest, but my interest is in landscape/architecture. I wonder if there's any companies that specialise in those areas, if so, I wanna work there. =D

Aviation sector. Another strong interest but those companies need related diplomas. =0

Entertainment sector. *Still can't manage to find any jobs from there. Hopefully...

Well, my life is pathetic. I have little talents. All I know is to crap, rot and gaming. What can I do. Haix.

2011-04-13T21:46:00.003+08:00

My confidence level is dropping each day. Perhaps I knew that I will not make it for Year 2, but then I'm giving up with going through the exams. What the heck am I thinking about now?

Just got my Math1 paper. As expected I failed that. Reason? Because of dear Jacob Gan. He makes us think that Math1 was like secondary school's maths. I think a lot of people fell for that "trick". And now when the UOL lecturer came and teach, I was like "What, it's so different from what HE teach!" OMG and my results proves so. It's back to depending on myself again. HAIX.

Haix once more. No choice. Just work hard. *L*

Forgot to mention: Thanks government for the $600! Now I can wait patiently for my Dynasty Warriors 7 (PC) to come, and buy my a-jays earpiece!
But why the CPF must send letter at this time? Demanding 10X the amount back? WTH you think I'm rich or I'm working full-time meh? =0

2011-04-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

First post for April! =)

School started yesterday. Well it was horrible. Took back Stat1, Stat2 and POA. Only Stat1 pass. OMG. Stat2 only got single digit. POA borderline fail. Zzzzzzzzz. Look like there is no hope for the real exams already. =x

Mum commented that I've changed. But I don't think so. Just that I'm cold towards my dad. Cause I wanna sign up for the mio package and he scold me. Like wth!? I want watch you don't like it. Just say you are stingy, don't need give me so much crap.
*I'm feeling so pissed while typing this, stop here for now*

Lastly, random fact posted by someone on twitter:
"Facebook asks what I’m thinking. Twitter asks what I’m doing. Foursquare asks where I am. The internet has turned into a crazy girlfriend."
How true.

2011-03-31T17:32:00.002+08:00

It's the end of March now, tomorrow is the start of a new month.
A hectic April - busy with revisions. May - busy with exams.

Lots of things happen this week, which makes me wonder: I should never never depend on other people but myself. And that money is POWERFUL, it make things go round. (I wouldn't go crazy over how to get lots of money)
Anyway, I have make a decision regarding my studies, which I will reveal after I got my results. Keep your fingers crossed till then. =D

Finally uploaded the photos to facebook! Feel free to view and comment!
And, I think I'm addicted to my iphone! Every morning when I woke up, I will go switch on my iphone and look at twitter/facebook! Haix. Time to give myself a ban.

Wanna go bath. See you all soon!
Ganbatte to those having exams!

2011-03-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

Been neglecting this blog of mine.. Feels so bad. =x

Well went out with Jeremia to Botanical Garden for photo-taking. It was a fruitful trip, managed to take 100+ photos, and get minor sunburn. =)

Shall post some photos once I sorted out the pictures..

Ok cya!

2011-03-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps! It's been roughly 3 weeks since I've update this blog of mine. I wonder if anyone will still bother to come here..

Shall update on what I've been doing for this 3 weeks.

Basically there's prelims which started 2 weeks ago, just ended today! Feels happy that it ended, but sad that I have no confidence in each module.

Just went IT fair. Saw cameras and laptops and desktops. Nearly get to see a-jays. Intending to get a portable battery for my iphone. =)

Since prelims ended, I shall give myself a mini holiday. Let's do a header for the blog! Roughly have some idea but not sure if it's feasible or not. Well, let's try! XD

Ok shall end here. Cya real soon!

2011-02-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Sorry blog. I'm having prelims soon. From 28 February to 12 March.

So shall not be blogging during this period. But I'll be back! =)

Good luck to people having their prelims too! 하하...

행운을 빌어요!!

2011-02-15T21:04:00.004+08:00

Hello blog! Sorry for neglecting you..

Well, nothing much happened lately. I finally got an Iphone! All thanks to my dad. =)

School is horrible. Hope I can pass my exams.

Going down to SP tomorrow to revise econs. Ganbatte!

Ok bye!

2011-02-04T20:06:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone! Well a new year has begun. Let's enjoy! =)

3rd February:

First day of new year (chu xi). As usual, head over to my two grandmas' houses to pai nian. I must say, this year weird. Why? Cause those cousins of mine (we hardly talk to each other) suddenly went over to chat with me. Yea weird. And when I'm playing with my cousin's iphone, one of my younger cousin went over to talk. So we were like chatting what games are nice, and seeing each other play games. So it's an "i-world" with those younger generations. Iphones everywhere (too bad I didn't see any ipads around).

But overall, maybe because economy improved, so the ang bao money also increase. The ang bao money I got is roughly the same as what I earn each month. To be frank, I rather have new year each day than work until crazy. But yea I can slowly slowly wait. Hahaha.

4th February:

Parents decided to go to some relative house to pai nian. So off we go to Aljunied. Stayed till 5+ before heading home.

My conclusion: Must have latest technology before going pai nian. So people will want to approach you. =x

2011-01-28T00:54:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Went over to Michael's house to play games. Realised that Chew Chor Meng (Mediacorp actor) also lived next to him! So good! I was amazed by the amount of games he had. From Xbox to pc games. I can't wait to buy a desktop so I can play games too!

Dinner at Din Tai Fung. Chatted a lot. And he make me realize something. What's my dream? What will I be working when I graduate? I wanted to work in a game company, but unfortunately, those companies need a degree in a relevant area which I lacked. But should I just give up? Haix. It's tough, but I will hold on. Maybe one day, I can get to work there.. Or should I just go work in the army?

Ok shall go sleep now. Night!

*pondering over those questions while sleeping*

2011-01-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

I should be sleeping now, not coming here to update. Haha. Well, just feel like updating this blog of mine.

Tomorrow I have work! So bored. Some more Chinese New Year is coming, so many people rushing to buy goodies. Counter queue like forever not ending. Zzzzzz.

Reminder to self: -Don't keep playing games, do something practical.

-Revise studies as much as possible.

-Try to sleep early.

Ok, shall follow my reminder and go sleep. Night and cya!

2011-01-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Today went to Bugis with BFF peixuan. Rushed to many shops around Bugis to see shirts and pants. Finally bought our new year clothes. =D

Then head over to Chinatown for the router thing. Too bad there's no stock. =x

Saw a dora-only shop in Chinatown Point.

Yesterday clique managed to gather together (all) for the first time in 9 months! It was so so fun taking photos with clique! And let's go out more often! XD

Photos still with fsj. Hopefully she'll tag asap.

Ok shall end here. Not anticipating Chinese New Year at all cause I think it's boring and crap. =x

2011-01-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to my daddy! Love you lots! *Muacks* XD

2011-01-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

Photo of the day: Taken some time ago in SIM.

If you are using twitter now, you will see that Zhou Jie Ming (should be spelled as Zou Jie Ming) is trending worldwide now! Situ Dongcheng, nian qing and tang ying trending in Singapore. That's the power of twitter and Singaporean users!

Anyway, I went with my dad to pay for the exam fees in the afternoon. The queue was, how to say, damn long. I think I waited 1+ hour just to pay within 5 mins. And they don't even look at those supporting documents. Hahahaha.

Just now, I'm thinking through something. Should I tutor one or two people? I want to tutor both, but from my mum's expression, I can tell that she's not going to agree to it. Haix. Maybe I'll find some way to figure it out.

Ok shall end here. Keep trending!

2011-01-06T22:30:00.003+08:00

Hello! Firstly, happy birthday to wen yuan! And happy advanced birthday to my DARDAR! XD

Maybe tomorrow might go pay the darn exam fees. Wish everything will go well, and hopefully I can have more confident for the exams!

Today I think all the polytechnics open house? (I know sp and np open house, not sure for the other three.) Well saw Mr Mark over at spinnovex. He had a project there. It's some type of therapy for those stoke patients to exercise their hands. It was quite fun, playing around with his project. And I can't believe that he used C# to code all that in 6 months! Zzzzzz for me I sure take 1+ years hahahaha. *Salute to Mr Mark*

After that, head to foodcourt 6 to "stalk" someone. And I found something startling. Haha.

I wish I can don't worry about the stupid exam fees, but then I'll still have to settle it someday. Haix. Wish dardar can settle it soon. LOL.

Shall end here. Cya!

2011-01-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

First post for this year!

I'm not looking forward to school. My mind is filled with working, figurines, animes.. Haix.

Sidenotes: A random photo that I took in school while waiting for time to pass.

SIM sure like us to indulge in junk food..

Shall end here. Cya!

2010-12-31T22:38:00.002+08:00

My last post for this year. Shall keep it short and sweet. =p

The baby last day here! I felt abit sad after she left. Gonna miss her. May God bless her. =)

May everything goes smoothly next year.

Ok shall end here. Got nothing to post also hahahaha.

2010-12-29T19:30:00.003+08:00

January is coming in 3 day' time. Time pass pretty fast. LOL.

Well, having an atrium fair on level 1 is so damn boring. I'm sooooo bored that I swear if I have a phone with access to wi-fi, I will go twitter and spam like crazy. Looks like I will bring my handphone tomorrow and spam px with sms-es. HAHA!

Anyway, I'm so lazy nowadays. Lazy to study, lazy to touch my drumsticks, lazy to code blog. Zzzzzzzzz.

Ok shall end here. Let me think of some new year resolution and post them soon. XD

2010-12-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

Went to sp with Jeremia today. Totally enjoyed ourselves. =D

Next time meet up again! And I shall be waiting patiently for my card to be delivered to me.

Abit sad that she's not blogging anymore. =x

Well holidays are here, but then I don't want to study. I think I might not continue schooling next year (shall see). I shall not be rash in making important decisions. Haix.

Shall end here. See ya!

2010-12-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

The holidays have come. Time for me to tidy up all those barang barang.

Well on tuesday went sakae for lunch/dinner. Ate until stomach nearly exploded. Temporary not going sakae. Unless it's a soba meal. =D

Feel like having KOI. =x

Shall end here. See you!

2010-12-10T16:05:00.002+08:00

Making some changes to my blog.

Expect to see a new flash header in this update. *Although I have no idea what I want to include in the header*

Also expect some minor changes to the layout.

Will update my blog once everything's done. =D

See ya!

2010-12-09T15:08:00.001+08:00

Busy stalking people in Twitter. And leaving facebook to rot.

Feel like doing nothing now. Haix.

2010-12-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

I got a huge scare yesterday. My phone died on me after I accidentally dropped it! So suay.

Fortunately my mum helped to "save" my phone. Thanks mum! I love you!

A lesson learnt. Must save all contacts to sim card in case of any emergencies like yesterday. =x

Yesterday can get to see my drums. So happy. =D

And can see anime figurines too. Too bad I don't see Len Kagamine figurine anywhere. =x

Die die must get one figurine next year! XD

Shall wish jx a happy birthday in advance!

Ok shall end here. See ya!

2010-11-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

Late happy birthday to myself! =)

Anyway thanks to clique for the wonderful presents! And the mini birthday celebration! XD

I like both the bag and the drumsticks! Haha!

Se7en was here at Orchard area! And I didn't know Singaporean fan girls and boys are sooooo crazy over korean stars. They scream until there's no tomorrow. LOL! And he is quite cool! =)

Well then. Let me enjoy being in the first day of the 20 club. Cya!

2010-11-25T20:39:00.001+08:00

Well. Let's enjoy my last moments as a 19 year old teenager.

2010-11-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

My life's all screwed up.

I can't succeed in life.

All those things that interest me, I'll never be able to "pass" them.

I'm stuck at doing stuff that I'm HALF interested in.

What can I do next?

Signed the resignation letter. When should I give it to my supervisor?

And when can I have a better life? With no stress...?

2010-11-18T20:50:00.006+08:00

8 more days before I change my "1" to a "2". In case people don't know, I'm referring to my age. =x

I'm getting more and more "addicted" to anime now. From K-On to Project Diva. I like the leek Miku's holding! Zzzzzzz.

I'm beginning to feel like stopping school next year no matter how I scored in my exams. And I feel like going back to programming again. I think that's what people say by "absence makes the heart fonder". Lol. Yea I'm contradicting myself.

Well, shall see how things go next year. But I'm already prepared to go out to work.. =(

Oh ya. Went to watch Harry Potter yesterday with px. Quite nice, although it was draggy (I was surprised it end at that scene where Voldermort took the elder wand, though I was expecting it to end at roughly before harry went back to Hogwarts). We also went to see the showcase, but was quite disappointed to see just posters and some outfits that the three main characters and the two villians wore. =(

Hatsune Miku and her leek (so cute!)

The Ritsu figurines I wanted!

This one is nendoroid version.

This one is figma version.

*Nendoriod is cute, but then figma is more better in terms of drums..

Shall end here. Cya!

2010-11-13T22:49:00.004+08:00

Ps: Just uploaded some pictures to facebook

AFA was quite fun (maybe is cause my first time going). Well the queue was quite long (as expected). Lots of figurines to see and lots of temptations! Lots of cute cute stuff ans k-on stuff! Feel like buying those k-on but then the prices are quite expensive.. Saw the leek that Miku was holding (I want that so cute!) And some people are singing the k-on songs. Some sang nice, some not in rhythm.. =x

Px said she want to buy the yui handphone strap, but in then end she didn't buy lol. Too bad I didn't see any of my ex-colleagues there.

Overall, it was an eye-opener for me. =) Maybe I shall go again next year with higher budget!

That's what I bought.

See you again AFA!

2010-11-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

If you are a gamer, you should watch this video..

Shall update the AFA thing again later, once I'm done uploading pictures to lappy. =)

2010-11-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

AFA tomorrow! Can't wait for it! Hope I can take some pictures and upload it here. =)

My mum's taking care of the baby again. *yea* But then she's more heavier now.. LOL.

Need to *bomb* everything, especially econs! Urgh! Zzzzzzzz..

Ok shall stop here. Update again tomorrow. =)

2010-11-07T22:01:00.001+08:00

Attended my cousin's wedding yesterday. Surprised to saw Sugi in the same ballroom. Looks like he's joined some live band performing stuff.. LOL.

2010-11-04T20:05:00.003+08:00

IT'S NOVEMBER ALREADY! SO DAMN FAST SIA.

2010's ending soon...

I think I'm too "siao" over K-On already. People are crazy over k-pop, I'm crazy over k-on. Because of that, I can't wait for the AFA to start next week. Ahhhhhh....

Oh ya. Went sarang with clique yesterday. Food was ok, just that quite spicy after eating too much. =x Quite nice to see jh over at orchard central. And he still remembers I owe him a movie. Urgh. LOL.

Drum progressing smoothly (for now). At least basic snare drumming I agak agak know. lol.

Ok shall end here. See ya.

2010-10-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

It's the end of October now. Soon this year will end.

My long deserved break is finally here! *Cheers* But it's not a break for me. It's like intensive econs-poa-stat-math time. =(

How I wish this nightmare will end, and everything will be back to normal.

Bye now.

2010-10-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Today got some korean bands coming over to Conrad Hotel. And sad stuff happens. I think it's not worth it to "fan lian" over some stars right? Let bygones be bygones..

Yay I managed to find out which model Ritsu is using! It's a Yamaha Rick Marotta Signature Hipgig + cymbal from Avedis Zildjian! Feel like buying but then I'll learn how to drum first. =) Anyone wanna accompany me learn?

Shall end here. I'm converting my k-on songs to smaller size! Zzzzzzz.

2010-10-18T22:13:00.003+08:00

Being sick sucks. Even on a hot hot day I can also sneeze. -.-||

Sometimes I wish I can go to the world of anime, then I don't have to worry about so much stuff. And I'm soooooo keen to learn drumming! I wish I can be like Ritsu. =)

Ps: Is that stupid sim website down? I can't access it! Urgh!

2010-10-13T17:53:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Went to celebrate fsj birthday yesterday. Went din tai fung to have dinner. Yay to xiao long bao! =) The cake-smashing process = epic fail. Conclusion: must plan properly and don't ever cake-smash in public places.

Found some games for my psp! But then I'm more focused on playing more than studying zzzzz.

Shall end here. Got nothing to blog.

2010-10-07T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hello!

No school today and tomorrow feels great! But after chionging poa and econs with dardar makes me want to revise damn hard tomorrow. =x Ahhhh I have to salute people who took poa. And I want to kill the people who "invented" poa, econs.. Zzzzzzzz.

K On Hougato Live! is out! Yay! In case people don't know, the gameplay's like DJ max just that it looks more "cuter" and that you can choose to play as drummer, bass etc.

And I saw that Dynasty Warriors 6 for psp is out! But it's is japanese.. Nevermind I will die die download to play! =)

Ok shall end here. Good luck to people having PSLE/exams now.

Annyeong and nights~

2010-10-01T21:46:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo~~

Hell yeah! I passed my BTT! One down, many more to go!! Up next is FTT (Final Theory Test)! But the test dates are all in November! Maybe I'll register next month, hopefully there's slots next year.. (final theory too chim for me to understand within one month)

Going to chiong econs and poa and maths and stats on weekends! Must cram into my head! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~

Ok shall end here. Annyeong~~!

2010-09-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hello! It's been ages since I blogged.

Well. Last week went to celebrate px birthday. I think that's it? My memory's not good already..

Theory test on friday! Quite worried about it. =(

And I scared I might not be able to go year 2! Cause I scared I fail econs and poa. *touchwood* Haix.

Shall stop here. Off to sleep.

2010-09-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

Hello people. It's been some time since I blogged..

First thing first. I'm happy that my earpiece has been repaired (with 3 weeks). Now I can listen to good quality music. *dumping that Creative earpiece aside*

Went mugging with dardar at Changi Airport. Surprisingly, Terminal 3's Coffee Bean wasn't that cold. My first time chiong-ing THREE subjects at one go. But I'm quite happy with the results. I've learnt about Lagrange multiplier, "chim" optimization (d^2f/dxdy), although the lecturer haven't taught us.. And I realized how fun maths can be. =)

Economics, as usual, was a headache. I don't quite understand the International Price thing, I only know how to draw the darn graph out. =x

I'm slowly improving in POA. How great! Remember expenses is debit, purchases is debit..

Anyway, P3P (Persona 3 Portable) is quite fun to play. You get to control a persona (persona is something like an external you which you can control during battles), and get to fuse personas to make even powerful personas. However, when I read the faqs, I think I miss out quite a lot of stuff on school (yea you get to attend school in this game), and social links (please look up on the game if you don't understand what I'm talking about). I feel like replaying this game but .... urgh. Nevermind.

I've downloaded Kingdoms Hearts, but I'm not sure whether it's playable or not (haven't tried yet).

Ok shall stop here. See you.

2010-09-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my mummy! Sorry I didn't get any gifts for you.. =x

Why should I be "kind" to people when they don't treat me the same? I've seen through those. Don't blame me for the total change in attitude. And don't ask me why I'm stressed.

Shall end here. Cya.

2010-09-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

To px: I'm lazy to upload my photos to my laptop. =)

My schedule is damn packed this week. And I learnt a new word today: JinJia (sorry for wrong spelling).

See ya soon!

2010-08-31T20:52:00.003+08:00

Happy advance Teacher's Day to all teachers and lecturers!

Outing with Michael was fun! As usual, we went to the same old place to eat. And thanks for the gifts! =)

Visiting ting ting was quite fun too! Hope to have more chances to see her again..

Ok, got to read economics now. Ganbatte~~

2010-08-28T21:05:00.001+08:00

I need to find the determination to overcome all obstacles.

I need the courage to face it alone.

And lastly, I need to wish myself luck.

2010-08-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

I think I can't make it for econs..

Yea I know it's too early to tell, but whenever the lecturer goes through questions, I felt helpless. Most of the times I don't understand what the crap she's talking about, I have to ask dardar for help. Even when I revised at home, when the questions come out in another way, I don't think I can handle it.

My mind is telling me to give up, my heart tells me to go on. I don't know what to do now. I think I need time to consider.

Other than econs, the rest are still ok (for now). Let's see when I will break down..

2010-08-24T23:03:00.003+08:00

Second day of school passed by smoothly.

The statistics lesson was ok, the lecturer was pretty boring. Although he did go through the examples, he wrote so small that even I can't really see clearly. (I'm sitting on the fifth row)

Enough of complaining. Tomorrow is econs. I hope I can pass this module. =x

2010-08-23T20:41:00.003+08:00

First day of school! And we are late, thanks to the jam which me and dardar are unaware of. =x

First lesson is Maths. Module itself is ok, lecturer is not ok. He's damn damn B_ _ _ _ _ _. Never even bothered to go through the questions.

Next is POA! Initially I was quite scared of the module. But the lecturer make the whole learning process fun! His jokes are relevant to his lessons! He said:"When you're good at accounting, it does not mean you are good in mathematics." Reason: Accounting does not have differentation, integration, algebra.. Accounting only have plus, minus, times, divide! And I've have to agree. =D

My earpiece is spoilt again! My dad went back to popular to ask about the warranty, and the person said the warranty is only for sound system. Mine doesn't fall within the warranty. Luckily my dad talked to the person until she gave in, and said she will sent it to repair. But I might get it back one month later. Yea ONE MONTH later. That's damn damn long. =x I might consider buying a new one. Haix. I can't survive without earpiece.

Time flies fast..

2010-08-17T22:43:00.003+08:00

University is starting soon! And I'll feel the pressure soon.

My dad told me that if I don't study well for year 1, he will not let me continue to year 2. That means I will have to either bank loan or stop studying and go work. HAIX. What to do...

In order to prepare myself for university, I have decide to cut down on facebook. That means saying bye to some of the games I played. I shall list down the games I will not play from tomorrow onwards:

- Pet society (if people send me sticker requests I might reject)

- battle stations (my clan mates are not really active anymore, I see no point in playing myself =x)

- hotel city (abit boring now)

So I will continue to play these games:

- restaurant city (my first game on facebook, and I chiong hard for the levels. Shall not waste those effort hahaha)

- mafia wars (quite addictive =x)

- barn buddy (farming!)

- zoo world (to relieve stress)

- mousehunt (this game need not be played everyday, just equip your trap and wait for those mice to come)

I saw one of my secondary school cca friend just now! And he do know me! I'm quite shocked lol. Unfortunately I forgot his name (is it Benjamin?)

When I took bus home, I saw my CDAC friend! But she forgot me haix. zzzzz

How sia. I feel stress now. =x

2010-08-11T19:41:00.002+08:00

Outing with the 4 lamemorickers on national day! Went to Swensens for ice cream buffet. The main courses they offered is damn horrible. I think all of us have something to complain about. =x

The only thing that is nice is the ice cream itself. Add some toppings and bingo! You get some really nice stuff! How I wish we don't have to order main course, just eat the ice cream itself. =D

Lots of stuff happened this week and last week. Not intending to blog about what happened. I wish everything can end immediately. I wish it's all a dream. =x

2010-08-04T20:54:00.001+08:00

What can I blog about??

Haix.

2010-07-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

I felt ashamed that I broke a promise to myself. I promised that I will brush up on my photoshop skills whenever I'm online, but till now I had used photoshop twice. And I forgot how to do certain effects. Haix. Facebook is too addictive already. Look like I should cut down on using facebook pretty soon. =x

Been "busy" this week. Working, reading on basic theory, giving tuition, watching dvd. And I still have not touch on the Introduction to Economics book! Haix. Sometimes I wish there's more than twenty-four hours each day..

Ok shall stop here. Back to facebook! And I WILL use photoshop later. =x

2010-07-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

Outing with dardar and fsj on thursday! Went to far east plaza to shop for shorts before heading to uniqlo and newlook to see shirts.

Bought 2 shorts and 1 shirt! And I'm quite broke after buying those... Haix.

I got a "mini part-time" job! My job is to tuition one primary six kid. And I think the maths is damn easy! Maybe is because I study before, so I find it easy lol...

Romance of the three kingdoms is so nice to watch! I'm so addicted to it! =)

Shall stop here. Bye now.

2010-07-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

SHINee's new single, LUCIFER, is coming soon. The song's ok, but I'm shocked at the hairstyles of all the members. Taemin's too long, Key's weird, Onew's centre parting makes him look weird. Only Minho and Jonghyun looks ok lol....

Meet dardar to go bbdc today. Took private cause more cheaper than school. My Basic Theory Test's coming in two month's time. Must study damn hard!! Must get my license!

After that we walked from bbdc to bukit gombak just to dump one appointment card. Lol!

Spend $30 at TC buying the Romance of the Three Kingdoms dvd! FInally saw it after months of searching. Somemore got promotion! YAY!

I should learn how to make FIRM decisions instead of being wishy-washy. =(

2010-07-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

I'm in the process of completing Plants vs Zombies. However I'm stuck on two mini games - Bobsled Bonanza and Wall-nut bowling. Anyone who can help me complete those mini games will be much appreciated. =)

My best friend in Plants vs Zombies is the snail! Cause both of us are quite lazy lol. (actually I'm not that lazy yet =x) My friend sleeps every two/three minutes, causing people to lose money. My friend move so slowly that collecting the money yourself is much more faster. And the list goes on. Too bad, you can't sell the snail. Lol.

I had to see a doctor tomorrow. Cause my rashes is still there no matter what I did to "remove" it. I also don't know how I got those irritating rashes. My mum says maybe is some allergy. *not again* Haix. And maybe after seeing the doctor, I might head over to bukit batok driving centre to register for the theory lessons....

Ok shall end here. Bye now.

2010-07-12T20:53:00.006+08:00

After struggling on 5-10 on Plants vs Zombies, I finally managed to pass that level yesterday! Dr Zomboss, the big boss of all the zombies, is quite hard to die, and is damn annoying when it throws a vehicle (like ambulance or van) at your plants, squashing them. Somemore, several Gargantuars will come to "entertain" you while you're busy replanting. But after you pass that, you will get to see the credits. The song's ok, I think the lyrics is pretty funny lol.

Here's the music video the credits show.

Ok. Went for lamemoricker's orientation just now. Had lunch at Empire State @ Iluma. Well, the ambiance's ok, the food is ok too (I liked dardar's mash potato!). The serving is quite big, me and px had to share the Spaghetti Carbonara. And lastly, the price is reasonable! If you have a huge appetite, can consider going there for lunch / dinner.

Anyway, while at Comics Connection, I saw the Harvest Moon: Hero of Leaf Valley game guide! The cover is damn nice and cute! Feel like buying but then it cost around $32. For a thin book, I think it's expensive. Haix. So I bid farewell to that book, and waste $5 buying a tiny pikachu figurine for my collection. (I can easily buy that for $1 at pasar malam lol)

Here's that book.

Ok shall end here. Bye now.

2010-07-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's considered an important day. It's a day where I'm "forced" to choose the timetable.. I'm quite worried about the time slots and whether people will be kiasu enough to start choose at 10am sharp. I'm also worried about the "study load", whether it is stressful or not.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

This few days, I've been killing my brain cells. About what I'll do when I graduated from university. Yea I might be thinking too ahead now, but it doesn't hurt to think much right? =) I'm not interested in those 9 to 5 jobs, I'll get bored pretty soon. So maybe I'll go join the air force / army? I'm thinking of becoming a photographer too, but I think I might need a degree in a relevant field. Haix. Shall see again next year..

It's Germany vs Spain at 2.30am!! Please don't make Paul the octopus correct! Let Germany win! =D

Ok shall end here. Bye now.

2010-07-05T21:33:00.004+08:00

Today POSB and DBS system got some problem, thus their atm is not working. Even people can't use nets to pay for their groceries.. Luckily the problem was solved 3 hours later, otherwise people will be "penniless".. This incident shows that we are too dependent on technology already, if those technology were to "break down", we will be unable to do certain things...

Hmmmmm. Working tomorrow. Hope everything's fine and that nothing will happen.. (Tomorrow must give 2% for those elderly people)

2010-07-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

Went to lot one with my mum in the morning. I intended to buy my earpiece, but none of the shops are open yet! I came too early, those shops are opened only after 11am. So bo pian, went to fairprice to buy some stuff for ting ting and us.
After that, went to had lunch while my mum head home.

After lunch, went to meet wendy and jx. UOL got boring talk that totally confused me. I don't understand what the timetable is all about. I only know by 3 August have to pay school fees and 23 August start school! I'm quite nervous about it as I'm worried about the econs. Heard it's hard. =x Hopefully I can make it hahaha..

I managed to see ting ting today! Sooooooooo damn excited... Thanks to her dad for fetching me from the bus stop just now. And I know how to go to their house!!! =D One month didn't see her, her looks changed a bit..

Maybe might buy earpiece tomorrow. And I'm going Jurong East! Damn long didn't go there already...

2010-06-30T23:16:00.003+08:00

Outing with friends today! =)

Went out with wenyuan for lunch at pastamania.

After that head to Ang Mo Kio Hub to meet jeremia. Eileen was supposed to come, but then due to her briefing session, she was unable to make it. Went to Kbox as it's more cheaper than kpool. We sang until we went hoarse, and I "Woooooooh" at most of the songs lol... It's quite cheap at $8 per person and can sing until 6pm, but limit to one drink and tibits (no free flow).

After that we had lunch at pepper lunch, before heading to KOI bubble tea shop to buy milk tea. I strongly recommend people to go there buy, as the drink there is nice. =) They only have 5 outlets, with the nearest outlet at amk and bishan..

So suay that my earpiece spoilt so suddenly.. Have to go buy one tomorrow. Haix.

Yay to KOI! Yummy!

2010-06-30T00:23:00.002+08:00

Kpop is getting "hotter and hotter" in Singapore. 2AM will be featured in the Sheng Siong show!

Wanted to blog something. But I realised the time is going 12.30am. It's time for me to sleep.

Outing with poly friends tomorrow. SIM on thursday. Rotting at home on friday.

Ok see ya.

2010-06-26T20:13:00.002+08:00

I think my eyes have recovered. =)

These few days my mum was nagging about how dangerous my situation was, and that it can cause death. o.o

Just now I went cycling with my dad and we followed the park connector trail. From Choa Chu Kang park to Zhenghua park. Passed by Ten Mile Junction, BPP and several schools. Managed to get some "sun-tan", hopefully I will not get white so soon lol.

Don't know why, this few days I felt sad. Maybe it's time I stop keeping secrets inside me. It's suffocating me, making me miserable.. To friends, I seemed cheerful, but it's another me when I'm alone. I don't know what will happen when school starts. I'm scared of the stress school gives. At least working will not stress me out, but I don't like working life. =x I only like to stay at home and play psp/laptop, but then I know that kind of life is meaningless.

Ok shall stop here. I shall entertain myself by playing psp now.

2010-06-21T20:53:00.005+08:00

How great. I'm officially allergic to a drug, Ibuprofen. A stronger version of paracetamol. Click here for more info.

Yesterday, after I took Ibuprofen, one hour later, the effects started to kick in. When I looked into the mirror, I was so shocked to see my eyes puffed up. =x I immediately knew that I was allergic to that, so I cleared up my stuff before heading to bed.

Who knows when I woke up today, my eyes were still the same. My dad went to ask the doctor, and came back telling me to go see doctor. So I went. Then the doctor explained that I was allergic to Ibuprofen, and therefore when I see another doctor next time, I have to tell him/her that.

The doctor said I have to drink LOTS of water to get rid of the drug inside my body. And I have to refrain from eating seafood, eggs and peanuts. *Welcome back to chicken pox days* The doctor said I will recover slowly, unless I get an injection, which I firmly refused. =x I also got two days' MC for that. Haix.

To that relief doctor yesterday: Please don't give your patients such a strong medicine for minor fever! (My temperature was only 37.5 degree) How great you make me so miserable today...

Haix, I don't want to think so much. Fever is finally gone, yet new problem comes in. Just hope that my swelling can go down fast so I can work on wednesday. (Most probably can't work tomorrow)

2010-06-20T22:17:00.003+08:00

I saw UKISS on ShengShiong show just now. Although I don't know what song they are singing, but I think it's nice. =)

I fell sick yesterday! Haix. Went to see doctor in the morning. Got a MC. =) Currently feeling ok now, hope temperature don't increase again. =x

TV1 and TV 2 got show World Cup matches! I'm sooooo excited! Finally can watch those matches free of charge! Yay..

Failbook always lag. =x

2010-06-15T22:47:00.005+08:00

Stupid facebook is soooo laggy now. I can't even load the home page! So I thought I shall blog now since I'm quite bored.. =x

One of my male friend did something funny with his friends. He went into a lan shop and happened to see some person didn't log out facebook, so they decided to have some fun with that person's account. They wanted to delete the account, but need password.. So they deleted all his friends on his list, edited his profile to some shit, and changed the language to some weird weird language! Poor person. I wonder what's his reaction when he log into facebook next time lol... He can't use facebook unless he knows how to change language...

Ok. I think I might be working everyday from yesterday onwards.. Don't ask me why, I don't know either. Although working is so boring, but at least I can earn money to buy my laptop!! (Can see lenovo laptop some distance away) But I worry that my gastric will start to hurt. I have the feeling that that gastric of mine will start it's rumbling and "can-feel-the-acid" thing. Zzzzzzzzzzzz

Might start university on August, have to see the letter when it comes on july? But RMIT and some courses offered by UOL is starting on 1st July.. Nevermind I can slack for another one month plus ahahahaha.. Poa, A-maths and econs, HERE I COME! I shall not fear you all!! =D

By the way, I had a interesting "debate" with my dad over monetary issues.. He told me either "Koh bank" or "Lim bank" can lend me the money, but need to be in black and white. (o___o) Have to see how much is the school fees first before deciding which "bank" to borrow from.

iphone 4G is coming next month! Yay! Planning to get one but since it debut next month, I bet it's quite expensive.. Heard is around $700 if you take up some plan.. Haix. I think I might wait for some time bah.. zzzzzzz.

Damn it. Don't know why, but my cute earhole is bleeding. I think is all thanks to the metal earring I wore 2 days ago.. Darn.

Ok shall stop here! Blog too much already lol.

2010-06-12T19:56:00.002+08:00

I am officially broke after paying 577 pounds to SIM. =(

Might shelve some plans first, until I have the means to do them. (So I might not buy new laptop, might be unable to quit fairprice..)

I'm sooooo happy that dardar aka wendy can go university! Let's chiong maths and poa and econs together! And by the way, I should call dardar shifu cause her maths is way better than me!!! A1 for e maths (am I correct..?) Hahahaha....

I should go and brush up on my A maths skills lol...

I don't want july to come. Reason? Cause that stupid taiwan show "ai" will be showing at 7pm daily! Oh no... Old people will want to stay at home to watch that crappy show. =(

World cup started yesterday with a disappointing draw. (South Africa vs Mexico) Mexico wasted a lot of chances to score. But South Africa's defense was well-organised. =x

Ok shall stop here. Let's see who will win the world cup title? =p

2010-06-08T14:40:00.003+08:00

Accompanied dardar for PV yesterday.

*Personal view: I think because it's my first time and dardar is doing the talking, it's quite fun. But after some time, I will get bored of this. LOL.

Dardar, I know you can do it! 1 month to go before ending work!! =) Stay strong!

Received the package on sunday. Damn it when I opened the package, the first letter told me to pay to get the school materials. 577 pounds leh! Not 5.77 pounds. If converted to SGD dollars it's approximately $1300. SIM and UOL thought we are atm machines, so easy to get money from us. =x

We also have to choose which modules we are taking this year. But I don't know how to choose! After narrowing down, it's either Principles of Accountings or Introduction to Business and Management. Which is better? Haix... Each module has it's pros and cons. Haix again.

So many problems, so little time! How I wish there's more than 24 hours per day..

2010-06-03T20:12:00.004+08:00

It's an emotional day today.

It is ting ting's last day here. She will no longer come to my house anymore. =( Instead, a maid will take care of her at her new house.

Today was like the usual day. Went to coffee shop for breakfast and playground after that. Then took her to playground again in the evening while my mum packed her stuff. When her parents came, i feel like tearing up. =x BUT when she came over to hug me and say goodbye, I really feel like crying. I think she still don't know what "departure" means. I hope she will still remembers us (I wonder?) and ting ting, do take care of yourself and don't be naughty!

After she left, I realized that time passed by way too fast. 2 years has gone like this.. =x

And when can I receive my sim package? zzzzzzz.

Last thing. Good luck to my fellow male friends who are going NS (most probably) tomorrow! =)

2010-05-31T22:11:00.003+08:00

My 200th post! =)

Outing with my cousin and mum today! Brought 3 kids to Jurong Point for lunch + some shopping. 2 adults + 1 teenager bringing 3 kids out = quite tough. Lol. Lunched at Din Tai Fung (yay to xiao long bao) and dessert at JiDeChi (the mango was quite nice =D)

Anyway, ting ting will be leaving this Thursday. Her parents had moved house and hired a maid to look after her. So hooray! LOL just joking might miss her after she leaves..

This is what I will do on Friday:

- wash my backpack

- spring clean my dirty desk (it's irritating my nose every night)

Signing off

2010-05-29T22:30:00.005+08:00

Had a fun day with lamemorick-ers yesterday! Sorry that I came late, my show is also as important as this outing =)

Went to Tian Tian Huo Guo for steamboat. It cost $20 per person - still reasonable? We were seated next to the road, with all those passing vehicles. Accidentally ate beef cause those meats doesn't have any labels and therefore we are unable to tell which is which. *Sorry* Had lots of "golden mushrooms". And we ate from around 7pm to 10pm. (3 hours!) Home sweet home after that.
PS: If you guys want the photos, message me thanks. I'm fed up with facebook's photo uploader and thus will not upload it to facebook.

Great! My nose is going to break soon. And I'm using the air-con now! Haix.
Ok I'm off to read my Additional Maths book and facebook.

The shop's name.

2010-05-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

- Went out with peixuan to causeway point and jurong point to buy some shirts.

- Meet jiongxin to hand in cert and transcript.

- Got "scared" by jx when she said the uol's maths might be quite hard, and uol's failure rate is "high" =( Mustn't get affected by this, I shall not fear MATHS!

- Shopping around for a pencil case. Anyone knows where to buy one can tell me.

- Sometimes keeping stuff to myself and letting people have a misunderstanding might be a good thing then explaining like crazy. =)

- IT fair coming soon! Got to think of which model I'm targeting, and whether my dad or I have to pay for the laptop.

To dardar: jia you! just endure that two months! If you need any help feel free to call or sms or msn me. =)

2010-05-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

- Graduation ceremony is OVER! =) Wasted my $31 buying the white shirt when I saw people wearing black shirt / striped shirt. =x

- Grandma's birthday today! Went to her house for a gathering with relatives. Had lots of fun there! =)

- Got the acceptance letter from uol! (€60 was not in vain..)

- Uploaded graduation photos to facebook! Yay.

- Downloaded lots of psp games! Thanks to px for telling me that harvest moon got patched for m33 and therefore letting me have the chance to torrent / mediafire those new games =D

Hearing maplestory's music also bring me lots of memories.. RIP to my level 47 /49 ice mage..

Ok shall stop here. See you all soon!

2010-05-20T15:13:00.004+08:00

It's my graduation ceremony today! Yay! Was quite excited about today's ceremony, cause I've been waiting for 3 years for this =)

After reaching sp, my parents and I separated cause parents are seated at different area. Went in with jeremia. Have to welcome those big shots into the centre and endure the boring welcome talk by some entrepreneur. After that the ceremony started. I think it took around 1 hour for us to get the certificates. After that we are allowed to leave.

"Reunited" with my parents before they went to get food. Took some pictures with classmates and friends. And took photos with parents. Yay it's home time!

Quite happy that this event ended, but sad that I have no more "connections" with sp. Hopefully I will find time to go to sp again =)

I was "harassed" by wendy and zhu jiong xin on sunday! LOL! Actually they went to get the lamemorick tee and "shun pian" pass to me. Thanks!

Ok shall stop here. You guys can head over to my profile and look at those graduation photos. I will be uploading soon =D

ps: graduation photos are up! SP graduation website

2010-05-13T21:28:00.003+08:00

Countdown to graduation ceremony: 7 days

Well, I cut my hair today! Yay finally get rid of my stupid fringe =)
Went to bought the white shirt with peixuan. But there's a silver line in front. Not sure whether is it accepted or not. Lol.
NUS finally send a letter to reject me.. Haha!

Yesterday went with wendy and jiongxin to SIM to submit the forms. Before that, we went to the bank to get the 60 pounds cheque (felt a bit cheated cause after pay around SGD $60+ for the application fee, we still have to pay GBP $60 to UOL?), and went to Ngee Ann poly to get jiongxin's result slip, before going to sim. Luckily there's people to help us fill in those forms, and we managed to hand in without any trouble! Too bad have to go back again to give them diploma certificate and transcript. (until now I have no idea what is transcript, any kind soul who can explain slowly will be greatly appreciated)

Ok shall stop here. I'm having flu now. =( And my dad is sooooo "good" to me by switching on the air-conditioner and spraying some weird chemical on the ventilation! Damn it.

2010-05-08T22:34:00.005+08:00

Countdown to graduation ceremony: 12 days

SIM finally sent a letter! =)
Yay I'm being accepted!
*dardar, wait patiently! I know you will receive one too =D

Lots of things to do next week! Got to buy white shirt, see the physician, cut my hair and go SIM to hand in some documents. =(

I think my supervisor is not angry with me already. Is it true? I'll see her attitude next week.. Lol.

A funny picture of Ip Man 2 + Iron Man 2. Courtesy of my friend who send me this.
Taken from: http://www.2dayblog.com/2010/04/30/ipron-man-2/

2010-05-05T22:18:00.003+08:00

Countdown to graduation ceremony: 15 days.

I'm in a dilemma over the Mother's Day gift. I don't know whether I should buy the pendant for my mum or not. Cause the pendant cost around 100+ without necklace! If I buy both the pendant and the necklace, I have to spend around 250 to 300+. o.o If I just transfer money, it's up to me on how much I transfer. So overall, transferring money is the more cheaper present for my mum. But it's the most insincere way zzzzzzz.
Shall decide on friday whether I should buy the present or not. =(

Ps: SIM please faster send the letter asap.. I need the letter to decide whether I will quit fairprice or not...

2010-05-03T22:27:00.004+08:00

Countdown to graduation ceremony: 17 days

I've just received a letter from NTU. After reading through it, I felt sad and happy. Sad that I can't make it to NTU. Happy that I couldn't go in as I have to reject the offer if I have been accepted. Yea I'm serious about not going into IT field when I grow up. NTU's quite "kind" as to inform me asap, but I didn't hear anything from NUS. Zzzzzzzzzzzz

It was a hectic day today. I went out with peixuan to rent the graduation robes. Then we headed to causeway point and IMM to check out the white shirt. As I expected, we couldn't find even ONE white long formal shirt. Lots of short sleeves white shirt are hanging there instead. =( After checking out the shirts, peixuan headed home while I went for tuition.

Anyway, does facebook have a new profile page for us? Cause I saw that all my personal info are gone, and I have to retype in those, and they make the pages together. I just don't like the new facebook profile page zzzzzzzz.

After going to gamespot, I realised that I'm quite outdated now. Yea I'm still playing old games (like dj max fever, pokemon etc) while new games like Patchwork Heroes, Fat Princess, Harvest Moon: Hero of Leaf Valley have been released. And my psp firmware is still 5.00, while most people's firmware might be 5.50 Gen D3. Haix. And! Alan Wake IS FINALLY COMING OUT! Although I can't get to play the game (it's on xbox 360), but I'm quite enthusiastic about the game coming out. It's coming on 18 May, so mark your calendars! =)

Ok got to go. Shall blog again soon!

2010-04-28T16:27:00.004+08:00

Finally, it's raining after days of scotching afternoon sun. =)

Not feeling good now. Stomach cramp + minor headache = really don't feel like doing stuff. I'll just rest and hope tomorrow is fine... LOL.

Have to do lots of things next week. Got to buy white shirt and mother day's gift! zzzzzzzz

Signing off now.

2010-04-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

After seeing the physician, I'm banned from eating certain stuff. No tea (like green tea, ice lemon tea..), no cold stuff (if I want to take milk, I have to leave it out first). Oh ya, I'm also banned from sleeping late (although I don't really care). Haix. In order for my gastric and poor menses problem to be fine, I have to sacrifice. =( I'm still heaty inside, and that's not good for me haix. That's why the physician wants me to "do big business everyday", to remove the heatiness inside me. But for me, I can't possibly "big business" everyday.. ZZZZZZ.

Sometimes I wonder why I have to take so many medicine. And my personality is that I don't like to do routine stuff - that means like eating medicine I can only sustain for at most 2 days. Then I'll stop taking medicine.. Haix. All thanks to the constant nagging of my mum, who nagged at me every morning, afternoon and night time to take my medicine. I've been on medicine for (I think) 2 months now.. Hopefully my gastric can be fine =)

I'm starting to get pissed off by the baby. She's always taking my stuff!! As mentioned before, she likes to take my handphone and psp. Now she also likes to take my locker key cause it resembles her dad's car key. o.o She also likes to play my laptop, and "smash" all those buttons. As I'm using AC power, last time she switched off the power. *Damn it*

Graduation ceremony in around one month's time! Woohoo! Remember to bring my camera out!

2010-04-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

Checklist of what I need to prepare for the BIG day:
- white shirt
- ~~long pants~~
- ~~graduation robes~~
- ~~pump shoes~~
Just need white shirt before I'm ready for the big day! =)

I just realized that I didn't blog last week! LOL Don't know why I keep forgetting things and I have a hard time hearing what people said. Zzzzzzzzz

As usual, nothing extraordinary happened. =) I want to maintain it that way. Peace and no war.
Unfortunately I forgot what I did last week. I only know that I went to rent the robe with my dad on Wednesday. My dad knows how to go, therefore he's accompanying me. Have to take mrt to potong pasir and walk. It's right next to "Mei Zhen Xiang". Total cost: $70+ (including $50 deposit). It's expensive as compared to NUS's one. They just have to pay $60 for robe and hat. 0.0
Different point of view from different people will lead to clashes. How true...
Anyway. The baby (ting ting) my mum's taking care of, is sooooooo mischievous! Me and my mum can't control her now. =.= She just opens all the drawers and took out all the stuff to play. And she likes to play my psp, handphone (got chocolate!) and my toothbrush. Have to hide all three well. o.0

Tomorrow is start of polytechnic! Another 10+ days till results out (whether can go sim or not). One more month till graduation ceremony. And counting....

Ting ting "sitting" on top of the "car"

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-04-08T19:56:00.005+08:00

My mum's finally agreed to attend my graduation ceremony! Just submitted my answer through sas! =)
Checklist of what I need to prepare for the BIG day:
- white shirt
- ~~long pants~~
- graduation robes
- pump shoes

Quite a few things need to be done! LOL!

I'm so sick of eating medicine everyday. But for the sake of my gastric, I will endure! =)

Oh ya, I'm looking to buy a new laptop. Does anyone know which brand is better, lenovo or HP?

I really hate my life. I seem not willing to do stuff when people asked me to do. Just now, my mum nag at me. She asked me to quit the fairprice job. Yea I will be quitting, after I counted the days and fill in the resign letter. Most likely by saturday I can give it to her.
I don't know whether I should quit or not.. Some of my friends are telling me to stay, but my parents are "quite eager" to ask me to quit. So confused...

I feel that no one will understand how I feel. I'm feeling so confused and vexed. Lots of secrets inside me. I feel I'm going to explode soon if I didn't speak up. My mum only knows how to nag and scold me when I don't want to do things. My dad doesn't even care. =( Sometimes I wondered why do I do things this way and make people angry. I don't even know what I'm doing.
Ps: This is to let some of my "secrets" out, so that I can feel better.

My only hope now is that I can go SIM, so that my mum will not nag at me to work (if I quit).. Otherwise, my mum will ask me to go find full-time job.. =(

2010-04-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

April's Fool was 3 days ago. Wanted to bluff people. But none believe what I said. =(

Poly starting in another 2 weeks' time! Well, time pass by quickly.. I have my times of fun and sadness, happy to angry, whatever you name it. University wouldn't start till around July or August, hopefully I can make full use of my 3 / 4 months to do something USEFUL. Useful in terms of not facebooking all day, brush up on photoshop skills again, helping my mum with housechores etc.

I'm reading the most basic business fundamentals book now! Get those business terms into my mind. Actually, I'm quite excited that I applied for business course in SIM. Because I can finally study something I like. Business. I wanted supply chain management initially, but SIM did not offer. =(

I'm beginning to doubt about the decision to attend graduation ceremony. Although lots of people told me I should go, but I find it a hassle. I need to buy white collar shirt, pants and pump shoes. And I have to go all the way to serangoon to try out the graduation robe. All those troubles in exchange for one day's glory...

Ok shall stop here. See ya!

2010-03-30T21:05:00.003+08:00

I went to apply for SIM yesterday!! All thanks to Dardar and jiongxin for accompanying me and helping me to fill in the form. =) Hope my decision will be correct and I'll like this course!! (FYI: I took the same course as dardar and jx)

Chalet with clique (excluding jean and xm) on last Thursday. It was raining on that day - we thought we couldn't have the BBQ at night. Luckily the rain stopped in time for us to buy the necessary stuff. We finally make the BBQ a success!! Good teamwork! And I "bang" my knee against the stone chair.. Where are the pictures? Lol.

I just realized that I haven't completed the application for NTU! I just need to send my latest result slip to them. I'll just send in the result slip to them, and wait for the reject letter from NUS and NTU... =x
I don't know whether I should go for the graduation ceremony. Have to rent the "gown", ahev to wear dark-color shoes, might have to tie hair... Zzzzzzzzz.

Went to watch "How To Train Your Dragon" with ex-colleagues on Friday! The movie's fantastic! And I like toothless! I want to have him as my pet!
Anyone up for second round? =)

Ok shall stop here. See you guys again.

2010-03-23T21:18:00.003+08:00

Lots of things have happened to me this few weeks. And I'm seriously affected by it(s).
I shall not elaborate what happened. Anyone that knows what happened to me (well, only a few knows), hope u guys keep this in heart.

I always gave people the wrong impression that I'm lazy and slacky. Yea people who knows me says that I'm one. They never see the "real" side of me - I can be serious when doing stuff. I'm also a responsible person - if people task me to do something, I will make sure the task is being carried out smoothly. Haix, no point saying all those crap, no one is going to notice it anyway.
Therefore, I'm determined to change my attitude, the attitude that people always saw it first - lazy.
And I'm learning not to care about anything. So people, don't tell me anything, cause I don't want to know, and I don't want to care.

My results is coming out tomorrow! This results will tell me whether I can make it to university or not..

Lastly, take care grandma! Hope you get well soon!

2010-03-15T20:29:00.003+08:00

I'm lazy to log in to blogger.. Zzzzzzzzz.

Well, nothing much happened to me.
As usual, working on Saturday and Sunday. Yea I'm lazy to work on weekdays... People are already starting to ask me to work on weekdays, shall see my mood. Lol.

I think poly results are coming out! But I'm not too sure when, I guess could be end of this month. After that around May will be graduation ceremony (maybe I'll not go?), before I say bye to SP. And, I'm 100% sure that NUS will not accept me, and 90% sure NTU will not accept me too. Too much competition already. Guess I might either work or go SIM. =.=

I'm thinking of getting a RAM for my laptop since my internet can lag like crazy at certain times. Clearing cache doesn't work anymore.. And playing internet games can prove that my laptop cannot handle it anymore. Don't know why, my google chrome cannot post feeds in facebook! Damn it I have to use firefox =.=

Ok shall stop here. I'm having a hard time blogging as I couldn't think of any to write.
And photoshop rocks!

2010-03-11T22:46:00.005+08:00

Hello! I'm here to..... Blog again! LOL.

Well, there's nothing much for me to blog about as I did nothing at home. I facebook all day (I think I got addicted to it), played a bit with photoshop (designing my header), and code a bit of html. I'm starting to forget how to code as3.. Haha.. Think I'll have to start designing a mini game and code it out. =)

Yesterday, I'm so pissed off. Urgh I should not have picked up the phone. Then nothing will happen. I'm still fuming today. I think I might flare up on saturday. Zzzzzzzzzz.

I don't know whether I should take up freelancing job.. I just rejected one haha.. I'll consider before deciding bah..

Shall stop here. My post is getting shorter and shorter. =.=||
Oh ya. SIM open house on Saturday. IT fair starts from today till Sunday.

2010-03-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hello again!

Yesterday, I went out with clique to Marina Barrage to picnic. The wind there is so strong, our hair were becoming like those crazy people type. I took quite a few photos, but I regretted not bringing my camera along. =( Look like I can't be lazy next time. Shall be hardworking and bring my camera whether I go. Overall: still ok, good place for photo-taking, bad place to rot. =)

I hate holidays. Why? Cause holidays also make me feel useless. When school starts, we hope holidays come faster. Now that holidays are here, we hope school will start earlier. =.=

Now, my blogskin is half done. The basic layout is up. I've heard some comments about it. I'll make the appropriate changes if possible. And I think I will make a header, instead of a flash header. Cause I have no idea what I want to add in the flash header. =(

Ok shall stop here. Since I got nothing to blog about. See ya!

2010-03-02T18:40:00.002+08:00

Hello again!

I know last week I didn't blog cause I didn't have much to blog about. I think I can summarise what I have done last week.

Last week, I was at home most of the time. Went out on thursday with Jun Heng to Junction 8 to watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. The movie was quite nice, I feel like watching it again. =)

As usual, working on saturday and sunday. Not much to talk about lol.

Ok, I have changed my blogskin. It's not beautifully done, but at least I'm happy about it. I'll continue to update my blogskin and add new stuff to it.

*I'll try to fix the gap in the middle. It's bothering me.

Ok shall stop here. See you guys again.

2010-02-20T20:56:00.003+08:00

Sayounara to my company, and I wish them luck on making facebook games for people to enjoy =)

As my first sentence said, I have finished the internship. Well, this week I have mixed feelings. I felt happy that I do not have to work, but I felt sad as I'm going to miss all my colleagues. All of them are really kind to me, helping and teaching me alot of stuffs. A big thank you to you guys! XD

Yesterday, which is friday, I went back for the debriefing session. Before that, I played pool with Jeremia and Weiqi. Quite some time didn't play pool already, I'm starting to like pool =) After that ate at FC6 befoe heading to MLT 11. We were cheated to go for "recruitment drive" - so many companies are trying to "get" us to join them. Unfortunately, I'm not interested as there's no game programmer position in those companies. Anyway MLT 11 is freezing cold, I wasn't listening to those talks seriously. Haha.

Ok, so what am I going to do during this holiday? Here's my current plan (subject to changes, depending on situation):

- finish up and upload the css blogskin.

- flash header

- maybe code a mini game for fun.

- play around with photoshop

Ok. I've blog too much. Shall stop here now. Shall blog again when I feel like blogging =)

See ya!

PS: I'm 5 feet 5 in height according to the conversion. Don't know whether is it true or not. And sorry if I'm typing the wrong stuff, I don't know how to type for that. =)

2010-02-15T17:06:00.002+08:00

My first ever bs fort sink! Yay!

2010-02-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all readers! =D

Ok. This week, I continued to source for flash games. I think in total, i have found 100+ flash games.. I really have no idea on how to write for the description for the logbook.. Another 2 more days before I leave! *Eyes red*

On friday, we had spring cleaning in the office! Everyone worked hard to make the office look "cleaner". Well, it did look clean, but not as clean as like inside a house.

Well, I applied for NTU!! Next, I shall try my luck on NUS. Please let me go to any university...

*Clap palm and pray hard*

Today, I went for work. Wow, the queue was 人山人海. Don't want to talk about it, I'm so tired of all these already.

Ok, shall stop here. My post were all one sentence about what stuff I did. See you all next week!

2010-02-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

Hello people!! =)

This week, I'm doing slacky work. Yea i'm finding 20 flash games for the chinese website omy.com.sg. It's listed by month, so what I'm finding is for April. (Ya I do things quite fast, I finish March last week...) After that, I'm asked to find for May again. So total I need to find 40 flash games. I have to source for new websites, as I took majority of the games from the current website.

Another 2 more weeks, and I will be ending my internship. Surprisely, I'm feeling the same as Jeremia. I think is because I'm getting close to some of my colleagues. I'll miss them when I leave the company. Hopefully next time, if got chance, I will get to meet them. =D

Oh ya. Can anyone advice me on which university to apply? Should I just apply for NTU and NUS? Or should I include SMU inside? Haix..

Today, I went to have a haircut. Also trimmed my super weird fringe (after comments by people that it doesn't look nice on me), and did hair treatment. Total cost? $1xx. Zzzzzzzzzzz I'm broke already...

One more thing before I end this post, I'm starting on my css and flash header!! Css is 50% done (just need to get the position of my background picture fixed, and some minor brushups, before I change my blogskin). Anyone got any idea on how my flash header should look like? For now I only have text in the middle. I'm looking to add more stuff to the sides, to make it more nicer.

Ok shall end here! Chinese New Year coming in 2 weeks' time! I don't like Chinese New Year!! Haha.

2010-01-31T20:07:00.003+08:00

Just an minor update.

Shinee had their autograph session today 1.30pm at lot1 level 5 roof garden. When I reach lot1 at 9.15pm, a lot of people are queuing up. (for what reasons?) LOL.

Even at B1, we can hear the fans screaming. *Wants to accompany them be mad*

I think quite a few people had bad experience there..

http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=96287

[This is a STOMP forum on how lousy management was.]